heard a news today bout the standing of our companies branch here in riyadh, they said it will be closed this coming december if it were true, thats sad i like it here i love the job and know the people ive been working here in Saudi Sign Suppy riyadh branch for two years now. i have to find a new job soon and consider my other options, if i get a job at another company doing god knows what i have to stay another one or two years here in saudi until my designated vacation. if the main branch in jeddah desides to absorb us, i cant go my sponsor is here in riyadh. my friends is asking me to take a break and my mum is crying on the phone she said she wants to see that i should take a vacation to be with them. i miss them but sadly in real life money is important more than ones wanting to see his or her love ones well thats mostly the case for us overseas workers.

well good news is my favorite filipino metal band WolfGang is together again and doing concerts after aeons of missing in action. well i gotta count my blessings ha ha ha

death by fire to narrow minded people with plastic personality
and some call themselves artist well putang ina!

now its out of my system wow i feel good! yey

got a new 2b tech pencil first time im going to use em a eraser pen a drawing board coz i got no desk space in my room, a knetgummi eraser and a sharpener that i will use for the first time too wahhhhh i never thought there is one for tech pencils.

i wanted to but speedball pens and markers and stuff practice my inking but they are too damn expensive

tara mga tol guhit na, lets draw!!!!!!!

this morning i was greeted by Alaa a syrian regular costumer, he said to show him my sketches so i did we exchanged small talk in english we are not both fluent so you can guess how hilarious it was for as to talk that long, he had his laptop with him and showed me pictures of his work with his four other brothers.

to my surprise he was an artist like me and in the same line of art wich is styro sculpture as we browse through the pictures i cant help to say stuff like wow thats cool, man thats really good etc. i was awe strucked and humbled by his artwork thats all i need to boost me up, that block in my head this past few months is gone im hungry for work, i was actually begging the guy to give us a project as big as that, i know we dont have alot of equipment and manpower but i know we can do that sort of stuff it will be an adventure!!!

and i think me wats to draw again

it was my co-workers birthday yesterday, they ordered sadiki/homemade whiskey. there were leftovers, we held the drinking session in me and my supers room,and now im druk its been awhile so im savoring the feeling i forget i get sentimental when intoxicated i miss my family and my friends yung mga katarantaduhan namin ng barkada.

a friend, shiela txted me asking for a lone i said i dont have the money but i will call other friends in the philippines to lend her some i will take care of the debt later if i get the money. she said its ok she doest want to be a bother, i hate it when i cant help friends i feel so powerless.

sheilas live-in partner left her for a man a co-worker in the factory(sheila is a lesbian and i love her like a real brother) breaks my heart to learn that she was dumped. shes a ulila(no mother no father no nothing) i believe that underdogs like us someday will have our glory in the sun, did i said that right?

i dont like to be realistic it seems cold and heartless without hope for people like us i would like to stay idealistic